I remember waking up after the operation and I was completely out of it.
My head was so heavy, as if Nascar junkies were swerving inside my head, it was hard to breathe and I did not know where I was.
The past couple of weeks have been a string of heartfelt disappointments and events [...]

It's been that unending moment, still and cold, called the weekend. I've become so fed up with travelling and living out of a bag to go to London. I have no passion for anything right now. I'm in that state where I'm motivated to do nothing. I'm stuck. This is my wilderness [...]