Life is completely different now. I still go through and experience all the emotions I thought I wouldn’t. I think it just confirms it for me that this isn’t a phase or fad, this is the real thing.
I was walking home the other night and I felt as if my heart and mind were open [...]

I’ve come home.
I poured it all out after years of being in pig shit. This is peace.
Freedom tastes so good, I’m so light, God answers prayers, the Incarnation is real, He read my post and came and hugged me.

Slept at 3:30am. Was laughing my guts out at Lee Evans and George Carlin. I mean, real, uncontrollable laughter. It was so great. I haven’t done that in a while.
It gave me some context to my situation. I keep on thinking of this statement from my counselling book “Accept what cannot be changed”.
Accept what cannot [...]

I go down to the kitchen last night to cook some rice and the house mate is there, cooking his Chinese food. We exchange the hi's and then out of humanity's horror, he says "So where in America are you from?" I actually turn and look at him, and consider walking out. I've [...]

I finally did it. I submitted my response to ChristanityToday. I don't know what will happen next. Will it posted on the front page? Will people in my church read it and rile against me? Will hierarchs scramble to silence me? Who knows. I just wanted to post something in the middle of the [...]

in the space of 4 days, I'm crushed. Simple dreams are shattered…. it's not everyday I meet girls who I really like, with whom there's an actual future with because well, there's actually something there, not just all up in my head. and now… both gone. both completely gone… and I won't chase them. [...]

I'm so incredibly tired, exhausted emotionally, and frustrated because of work. I can't do anything else this weekend other than totally relax and unwind. My nerves are totally shot.