One remaining draft is left in my drafts folder in Gmail. It's the breakup e-mail I was going to send, but didn't. The contents came out anyway in the discussions running up to and what formed the breakup.
I'm about to delete. Reading it.. I realise… that I'm moving on. I'm somewhere between moving on and [...]

Seems like no trip to Chicago. No holiday much needed.
And a close – …. formerly close friend now engaged. She engaged and I single. She following a process over months and I.. nothing.
She's always held a sweet spot in my heart. It's a sparse spot with one painting hung up. 'What if?'
I'll never know the [...]

I'm single again. It's very, very hard. I had just gotten used to being in a relationship after struggling, often without pain, for 2 months, readjusting to the emotional landscape of a relationship. I had started to wake up to this reality and was making changes to accomodate everything I'm involved in on a daily [...]