Enme
What’s inside enme. Midiane writes about life as a writer and himself, the writing process, his daily life, the difficult past, and the future.

On April 1st, I'll be moving into my new flat in Douglasdale, close to Fourways, in the Northern suburbs of Johannesburg.
It's a great flat, very similar in feel and function as my flat in Cricklewood, Northwest London. I will furnish this from scratch. This weekend, I bought cutlery and basic kitchen amenities.
In 2006, I left [...]

I was digging through a Google Doc for some info and I stumbled upon an informal list I put together when I left my job at Oxford Brookes Uni in 2006. I had put in a bunch of names of people and a few notes. I found a note next to a name of a [...]

In 24 days, I'll be moving out into my own flat in Joburg. It's a lovely 1 bedroom loft in a great part of town.
But right now? Things are so bad at home. 
I hate them… I'm nothing in their eyes. I'm garbage. Absolute garbage.
I Know I'm Here
I know I'm here This feeling is here [...]

There was nothing after Eerie. She never responded. And I didn't follow up or anything. I left it be. A variety of reasons may exist, and I don't want to know. I trawled through her profile a few times, tracked her wallposts and photos for a bit, but never contacted her directly again. The only [...]